In Search of Destiny

In Search of Destiny

A selfie shot from Sharjah, United Arab Emirates :)

A Night

A blurred click of a Mosque in Abu Dhabi. I purposefully clicked it unfocused and the reason is like, I dont wanna end up in a prison for clicking a pic :D

2013

clueless about what to write here... Darkness around.. Perfect title for this post.. No.. I am not talking about my life.. 9.30pm Its powercut time in my place.. Came back from temple. Nope. I am not as religious as you think.. Theres a small playground inside the premises. I went there to play Kilithattu. Kilithattu- an old school game played in local. I kinda hate games and gamers(ofcourse, i like computer games and i play them a lot). I was talking about those games in real life.. Cricket, football like stuffs.. But i can explain it. I'm a bad player. I n all sort of games. So i pretend like hating them. So, i was talking about 'kilithattu'. Yeah, i find it a better way to relax and to stay away from home in the evening. And ofcourse, its a kinda fun type game too.. It acually ain't funny. But we make it funny. Almost all those ppl who play there are, either 'love lost' cases or 'jobless graduates' or some1 facing bad in life. They all gather there for  the same reason as i do. Confused again! So, am hoping 2013 is good for me..! thats all!

Signing off

rDz

Me

What for i live???


Uh??
I do ask me dis again n again...!

Really, its some sort of loneliness that i feel these days, even though i'm in the middle of a crowd  Confused..! As always..! Listening to random songs, of coz rubbish, leaving home early in d morning, catching random buses each day not to see new places but for... 'I don't know why??' I don't know why I came into blogging... :(   nor my language is too good so that i can exhibit my language skills, neither my words are inspiring to be penned down in a blog so that people get inspired... I need to tel all these to someone. People at home are very bad listeners, at least wen i speak.. Friends are okay but its like... I don't want them to say that I have gone nuts.... So, I opted dis place.. Where I can talk without looking into faces of people who start showing 'Faces' when I start talking all these to them...
I can even write down all these things in Facebook . But i like to hide my real face from dose people who read my blog..

Right now m lying inside my friends car parked on the road side(I wrote this last day evening and drafted it in my phone).. Seats stretched, music ON, phone in my hand.. Its raining outside.. So what.. I don't give a damn what ever things happen around me..


Oh.. I forgot to tell.. My results came last week.. I became an engineer.. Like thousands of people in the same breed, theres no change in me after studying in college for 4 years  and spending another year outside college, trying to clear my backlogs.. Finally, i realized . I am still the same wen i joined thecollege.. Still confused..

Need to find some other strategy to move on!!
Hmm (sigh)


Signing off
rDz

Rusty Garage: Behind The Name

I dont know why I came into blogging. The first ever idea of starting a blog sparked in me while I was travelling back home in a train. We bunked the afternoon session of our GATE coaching class. We met 2 other friends in the train. As usual, the topics of discussion were trippin stories, college, backlogs and future. The topic future was like hell to me. I havn't reached anywhere in life so far. I always try to make some plans for the future and in the end, things get much more twisted up. My Heart Beats twice as fast as it did for rest of the ppl around me. One came with a suggestion of starting a blog to get relaxed. Thats the reason why I started looking towards blogs. I read some of my friends blogs to know how things work.

Measled Potatoes was the first ever blog that inspired me. Posts like 'Introduction to Blogs and Blogging' has helped me a lot to get into this. 

Atlast, I too signed up  for blogger. Created a blog: Garage. First post was related to automoiles.

So this is my second blog. Named 'Rusty Grage', I like to keep it as a personal stuff filled blog. 

My life, as I said earlier had turned bad. It was like me loosing its grip. So I chose the name 'Rusty'. and the 'Garage' came from my passion in automobiles.

So its all bout 'me into blogging'. The 'Future' thing has caught me again. Feeling tensed and confused. Clueless about what to do next. Lets do some stunt riding in GTA San Andreas..!

Good Morning

Signing off

rDz